I just said what I've been doing, PB... [A sigh.] Bonnibel.
Yeah, I miss him and it still hurts a lot... and I'm not really sure if that part's going to stop, but I'm sick of just feeling sorry for myself. It was what I did for a while and it didn't help anything, and I know he wouldn't want me to do that, either.
If this was Ooo, I'd go back to only focusing on taking care of the Fire Kingdom, but I can't do that here. All I can do is the junk I do every day, and hope that maybe things will stop sucking so much later.
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Yeah, I miss him and it still hurts a lot... and I'm not really sure if that part's going to stop, but I'm sick of just feeling sorry for myself. It was what I did for a while and it didn't help anything, and I know he wouldn't want me to do that, either.
If this was Ooo, I'd go back to only focusing on taking care of the Fire Kingdom, but I can't do that here. All I can do is the junk I do every day, and hope that maybe things will stop sucking so much later.